darkgaararain

And suddenly i see what has been hidden from my sight for a long time. I am alone. i am surrounded by people who care about me, if i live or if i die or if i get hurt. That feeling has been missed. I no longer have anyone to call my own, and somehow that makes me happy. But at teh same time i am intensly jealous of the people that have signiifcant others. I was once part of that crowd. Now i am a lonely little girl smiling and laughing with everyone but on the inside i shiver and shake. I wait for something else to leave, someone else to abandon me. Did anyone actually care about me? Or am i just a person to be used? A person who will nev

So...its been a while. How are things? Things for me have changed. Alot. Very rapidly. And i like how the world is now. My eyes have been opened. By a guy. My boyo. Named...eh, dont feel like telling you all. No one reads these anyhow. So. About that world....yeah, its kinda broken right now. Thought you should know. Gots a significant other. Like i sad before. Been introduced to ICP and Hollywood Undead. Love both. Comics are very important as well. Movies are still one of my loves, tho. Gotta say, i never thought things would go like this so quickly. Nightmares are my thing right now. Love them. Lots. Especially my favorite, Terra. King

So..I went to see Avatar today. Holy Crap. I think that movie made my mind kick into overdrive. I havent had alot of time to go through my stuff except for the past two days. Ive been overly busy, with work and school and band and chorus and horses and the movies. But, when I do get time to myself, I either watch a movie, or I write down a new plot bunny, or I draw... and quite frankly, its helped alot. Ive been under alot of stress, with college stuff and work and school, so I need the time to unwind. Avatar was one of hte good things that has happeend to me recently. We had our winter concert(s) last week. That was alot of fun ( not real