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AkuRoku - Another Life - Chap3
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Axel's POV
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Walking into class that morning, I took my usual seat in the middle of the room by my group of friends. Our conversation wasn't about anything that was incredibly important. Just simple things like collages, and what was on TV last night. Everything was going normal, I thought today would mirror this morning's normalcy, but those thoughts were completely proved false when I walked from my class that morning to show around the new kid.
I'd been annoyed to hear that I was second pick for someone who'd be a good influence on the previously home schooled boy who was entering into the school. I agreed out of simple necessity to keep up my good image of the great student. Of course in my head I was cursing my luck. He'd probably be overly religious and sheltered beyond belief, as most of those kids always were. Nearly all day I'd be followed around by some snot nosed kid who probably didn't even know how to open a combo lock.
When the principal came
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AkuRoku - Another Life - Chap2
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Roxas' POV
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It felt as if a knife had been shoved into my chest and then twisted for sadistic reasons. As if some cold-blooded villain decided that my life was of no importance. Everything that made sense was no more. Only faded visions of some life I never remembered. Faded memories of people who I must have known and loved somewhere, sometime. My mother said I had a condition, something that would go away in time if I didn't dwell on the dreams, if I simply forgot them. But the more I tried the harder it became.
The dreams seemed to only increase in intensity, as if the one who was making me see these things had decided that I'd be punished for even trying to rid myself of them, for thinking that they'd go away. The feelings of emptiness and hopelessness started to seep into my life here. I couldn't keep the images of the redhead who haunted them out of my daily thoughts. His bright green eyes that sparkled with inner light. The way they looked so sad a
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AkuRoku - Another Life - Chap1
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Axel's POV
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Intense pain coursed through my body. I looked toward my stomach, the cause of the pain and found myself wearing the black leather cloak that covered my body in only one realm. I glanced toward either hand, not at all surprised to see the circular disk's held loosely in my grasp. I was there again, in my dream.
"Axel…."
The voice made me look up, as it always did. There stood the stranger, the familiar stranger who I knew only here, the stranger who's plagued my life since childhood. This same dream, rarely does it change. I knew exactly what I'd say. The precise tone in which I'd respond. And I'd not have control over it. Nothing I tried to do could change the moment
"Let's meet again. In the next life."
"Yeah. I'll be waiting."
"Silly… just because you have a next life."
I sat bolt upright, eyes wide open. I stared sightlessly ahead of me, my chest heaving from my rapid breathing. A hand reached up, griping the material there, teeth finding
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Purgatori
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i am but small potato enjoying life
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And suddenly i see what has been hidden from my sight for a long time.



I am alone. i am surrounded by people who care about me, if i live or if i die or if i get hurt. That feeling has been missed.

I no longer have anyone to call my own, and somehow that makes me happy. But at teh same time i am intensly jealous of the people that have signiifcant others.

I was once part of that crowd. Now i am a lonely little girl smiling and laughing with everyone but on the inside i shiver and shake. I wait for something else to leave, someone else to abandon me.

Did anyone actually care about me? Or am i just a person to be used? A person who will never know waht true people are?

I have been told that i will be worth nothing my entire life, and ive given into that. I will be the person who will always listen to others problems but who has no one to listen to mine.

My nightmares come and haunt me whenever they feel like it. They come durnign hte day, they come when im sleeping, they come when im hanging with my friends.

It amazes me the fact that i have so many people i can rely on for company now that i am a free spirit. The people i can call up oin te middle of the night about some little propblem or big worry.

People i was told are scary monsters have turned out to be the coolest people ever. There are things you dont do to people; like tell them the person they like is the type of person that they arent. That isnt cool. I was turned away from so many people because of stories my supposed 'best friend' told me. Things that were started by her and things that stuck around her. Things that werent true.

So i laugh at her now. I have all the friends she pushed away from me. I am happier than i ever thought i could be becuase of s card i took from my true best friends deck.

Go out, be spontaneous, and dont worry what others think of you. Be brave, grow a pair, and suddenly you will see who is your true friend. You will see who is menat ot stick by you when the times get rough. You will see the real people, the people who fight off thier own nightmares with laughs and sharp sticks.

So i leave you all with this question; are the people you hang with and the people you talk with real, or are they just masks they wear to hide thier true selves?
  • Listening to: Hollywood Undead and ICP
  • Reading: Arkham Asylum
  • Watching: The Dark Knight
  • Eating: steak
  • Drinking: Dr Pepper Throwback

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darkgaararain Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2011  Hobbyist
GODAMNIT I JUST WANT TO SCREAM!
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horsemad1521 Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2011  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You got tagged :meow:
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LaviXKandalover Featured By Owner May 24, 2011
Thanks for the fav.
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darkgaararain Featured By Owner May 24, 2011  Hobbyist
no problem... love karl urban and your piece was awesome!
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LaviXKandalover Featured By Owner May 24, 2011
Thanks. XD
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tomsgirl8586 Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2011  Professional Filmographer
Thanks for the watch!!
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darkgaararain Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2011  Hobbyist
no problem
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barfast Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2011
Thanks for the fav my friend!!
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darkgaararain Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2011  Hobbyist
no problem! loved you work!
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IceFireX Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2010  Hobbyist Writer
Thanx for the :+fav:
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